T. Lily Decker is a high school senior with a twelve-year plan: avoid stress, drugs, alcohol and boyfriends, and take regular psych quizzes administered by her best friend, Sawyer, to make sure she's not developing schizophrenia.Genetics are not on Lily's side.
When she was seven, her mother, who had paranoid schizophrenia, tried to kill her. And a secret has revealed that Lily's odds are even worse than she thought. Still, there's a chance to avoid triggering the mental health condition, if Lily can live a careful life from ages eighteen to thirty, when schizophrenia most commonly manifests.
But when a newspaper internship results in Lily witnessing a mother elephant try to kill her three-week-old calf, Swifty, Lily can't abandon the story or the calf. With Swifty in danger of dying from grief, Lily must choose whether to risk everything, including her sanity and a first love, on a desperate road trip to save the calf's life, perhaps finding her own version of freedom along the way.
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My Review: I am in awe for words over this book. This really made my heart hurt so much for these characters. I just have no words to express how I feel. This was the most powerful book that I have read in a while and I could not put it down! I really do not know what to say for this title other than to read it. I tried Turtles All The Way Down a little while ago and this one blows that one out of the water! This book was so heartbreaking and powerful! I have read a few books that deal with schizophrenia but Fischer did such a better job than the others that I have read. This was an eye-opening read for me that again I just could not put down for a second! I was up until 2am finishing it and I really kind of just wanted to start it all over again.
Lily was such a great character and I could feel how scared she was about getting schizophrenia-like her mother. The author did a great job dealing with what its like to have this illness hanging over your head and how hard it is to avoid stress. The story to this one flowed so well you could tell how much the author did in research to write this. And it is no wonder that this was so good because I found out while writing this that this story of Lily is inspired by true events. This story is so much more than a mental health story. It covers a ton of other things as well that are listed in the triggers above. I really can't say anything about those because it would really spoil the book.
In the end, this book screams how mental illness can take over your life if you let it. And how each choice can be for good or bad but its how you deal with it is really what matters.
Go Into This One Knowing: Gives an eye-open perspective into mental illness, suicide, abuse, schizophrenia, animal abuse
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