What if the one thing you never meant to hold on to, is the one thing you can’t let go of?
Normally finding a hot guy in her bedroom wouldn’t irritate Zoe so badly, but finding her childhood friend Logan there is a big problem. Mostly because he’s dead.
As the only person he can make contact with, he talks Zoe into helping him put together the pieces surrounding his mysterious death so he can move on.
Thrust into his world of ultra popular rich kids, Zoe is out of her element and caught in the cross-hairs of Logan’s suspicious ex-girlfriend and the friends he left behind, each of whom had a reason to want him dead. The deeper they dig to find the truth, the closer Zoe gets to a killer who would do anything to protect his secrets. And that’s just the start of her problems because Zoe is falling for a dead guy.
@AuthorSherry
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Sherry is a full time writer from Colorado where she lives with her husband, four kids, two dogs, and a fluctuating number of chickens and house guests. A former military brat, she loves to travel, eat exotic food, and meet new people. She can often be found browsing her local bookstore with a large white hot chocolate in one hand and a towering stack of books in the other. That is, unless she's on deadline at which time she, like the Loch Ness monster, is often only seen in blurry photographs.In order to support his hobby of writing, Tyler decided to pursue dentistry. He graduated from Nova Southeastern University School of Dental Medicine in 2002. He then completed a four year residency at the University of Pennsylvania. In June 2006, he opened Jolley Smiles in Grand Junction, CO. Snowboarding, mountain biking, road biking, fly fishing, bird hunting, camping, hiking, and backpacking are the things he enjoys doing with his family. When life gets stressful he escapes to unseen worlds.
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**Exclusive sneak peek at chapter one.
Copyright 2013 Sherry D. Ficklin and Clean Teen Publishing**
Copyright 2013 Sherry D. Ficklin and Clean Teen Publishing**
Chapter 1
So what if Logan was dead? I mean, it’s not like he owed me money or anything. I pause at the top of the stairs, letting my mom move around me and walk inside. To my left a group of girls is holding each other and ugly crying. I try to assure myself that the display is genuine and has nothing to do with the swarm of reporters behind me, their cameras clicking like insects.
“I bet not one of those girls even knew Logan,” I grumble.
“Firstly, everyone knew Logan. And secondly, quit being such a judgy-Mc judge-sickle.”
To my right, Carlos holds out his hand, which I take and allow him to lead me inside and down the hall. Leaning over he whispers in my ear.
“I can’t believe you wore that.”
I look down at my dark jeans, carefully tucked into tall brown boots. My steel grey scarf hangs over my light tan sweater. I’d even taken the time to throw my long brown hair into a messy bun.
“We can’t all afford to look like movie stars,” I mumble back.
Carlos, with his rich brown skin and dark hair looks like he should be on a billboard somewhere, and the dark fitted suit he’s wearing only enhances the
So what if Logan was dead? I mean, it’s not like he owed me money or anything. I pause at the top of the stairs, letting my mom move around me and walk inside. To my left a group of girls is holding each other and ugly crying. I try to assure myself that the display is genuine and has nothing to do with the swarm of reporters behind me, their cameras clicking like insects.
“I bet not one of those girls even knew Logan,” I grumble.
“Firstly, everyone knew Logan. And secondly, quit being such a judgy-Mc judge-sickle.”
To my right, Carlos holds out his hand, which I take and allow him to lead me inside and down the hall. Leaning over he whispers in my ear.
“I can’t believe you wore that.”
I look down at my dark jeans, carefully tucked into tall brown boots. My steel grey scarf hangs over my light tan sweater. I’d even taken the time to throw my long brown hair into a messy bun.
“We can’t all afford to look like movie stars,” I mumble back.
Carlos, with his rich brown skin and dark hair looks like he should be on a billboard somewhere, and the dark fitted suit he’s wearing only enhances the
effect. He’s gorgeous. One of those genetically gifted boys who could bat his
eyelashes and have any girl he wanted. You know, if he actually wanted girls. He
weaves our arms together and pulls me up to a tall pedestal with an open book
laying on it. A few people in front of us are signing in like they are registering for a
giveaway at the mall. I shift uncomfortably.
“Relax, Zoe. It isn’t a funeral. Just a viewing.”
I shake my head, “That’s even worse.” I lower my voice so no one else can hear, “Who would want to look at a dead body? I mean, it’s just kinda twisted, right?”
He pats my hand. “Closure, darling. It’s a chance to say goodbye.”
“I said goodbye to Logan a long time ago,” I say looking ahead at the room beyond the pedestal. Rows of neatly assembled chairs nearly filled with people from our quiet little town. Some talking, most crying. A few are just texting or playing on their phones. I feel my breathing pick up, warmth spreading under my skin and wrapping tightly around my chest. I shudder and it slices down my spine like electricity.
“You guys were friends, right?”
I feel the frown on my face. Friends. Yeah, right.
“Our parents were friends when we were little,” I say dismissively. The truth is, once we hit middle school, everything had changed between us. He got popular, and I got weird. We went our separate ways and never spoke again. Here we are, getting ready to start our senior year, and Logan would have been the reigning king of the school. I, however, am doomed to spending another year eating lunch in the drama department with Carlos while he updates his vlog, watching the school
“Relax, Zoe. It isn’t a funeral. Just a viewing.”
I shake my head, “That’s even worse.” I lower my voice so no one else can hear, “Who would want to look at a dead body? I mean, it’s just kinda twisted, right?”
He pats my hand. “Closure, darling. It’s a chance to say goodbye.”
“I said goodbye to Logan a long time ago,” I say looking ahead at the room beyond the pedestal. Rows of neatly assembled chairs nearly filled with people from our quiet little town. Some talking, most crying. A few are just texting or playing on their phones. I feel my breathing pick up, warmth spreading under my skin and wrapping tightly around my chest. I shudder and it slices down my spine like electricity.
“You guys were friends, right?”
I feel the frown on my face. Friends. Yeah, right.
“Our parents were friends when we were little,” I say dismissively. The truth is, once we hit middle school, everything had changed between us. He got popular, and I got weird. We went our separate ways and never spoke again. Here we are, getting ready to start our senior year, and Logan would have been the reigning king of the school. I, however, am doomed to spending another year eating lunch in the drama department with Carlos while he updates his vlog, watching the school
lacrosse games from under the bleachers, and spending my Friday nights reading in
my bedroom. Not that there’s anything wrong with any of that. A shove from
behind pushes me into the group in front of me. Kaylee Greely brushes past us. She
and her entourage of well dressed clones don’t bother to wait in line, they go
straight to the front and the crowd parts for them. Scribbling quickly like she’s
signing an autograph she strides into the main viewing room, not even bothering to
remove her large sunglasses as she takes a seat in the front row. As Logan’s
girlfriend, I feel a genuine twinge of sympathy for her. Right up until she pulls out
her compact and reapplies her lip gloss with a loud smack of her lips.
Carlos tilts his head and sigs deeply. For a split second I think he’s admiring her ass, then I realize his eyes are laser fixed on her designer handbag and I chuckle out loud. Everyone in line turns to stare at me. I can actually feel the blood rush into my face. Carlos turns, blocking me from view and I can breathe again. He fiddles with my scarf, twisting it and tucking it until it’s sitting perfectly against my small chest.
“I really don’t want to do this.”
Carlos tugs on my earlobe. “Don’t worry Zoe Bowie, I’m here.”
I shake my head. “Let me rephrase. I’m not doing this. I don’t even like half these people. Hell, I didn’t like Logan when he was alive, and I’m not going to sit here and pretend like I miss him now that he’s gone.” I swallow. Imagining myself sitting in one of those black folding chairs, listening to crying girl after crying girl get up there and whine about what a great person he was and how he changed their lives. I throw up a little just thinking about it. “If my mom asks where I went, tell her I had a nervous breakdown and had to go home.”
Carlos tilts his head and sigs deeply. For a split second I think he’s admiring her ass, then I realize his eyes are laser fixed on her designer handbag and I chuckle out loud. Everyone in line turns to stare at me. I can actually feel the blood rush into my face. Carlos turns, blocking me from view and I can breathe again. He fiddles with my scarf, twisting it and tucking it until it’s sitting perfectly against my small chest.
“I really don’t want to do this.”
Carlos tugs on my earlobe. “Don’t worry Zoe Bowie, I’m here.”
I shake my head. “Let me rephrase. I’m not doing this. I don’t even like half these people. Hell, I didn’t like Logan when he was alive, and I’m not going to sit here and pretend like I miss him now that he’s gone.” I swallow. Imagining myself sitting in one of those black folding chairs, listening to crying girl after crying girl get up there and whine about what a great person he was and how he changed their lives. I throw up a little just thinking about it. “If my mom asks where I went, tell her I had a nervous breakdown and had to go home.”
He smiles deviously. “I’ll tell her that you, being the delicate flower you are,
were overcome with grief and had to excuse yourself to the fainting couch,” He
says in a thick southern accent.
“Why thank you Miss Scarlett.”
I can’t help but grin. I know it’s been his dream to play the lead in the local theater company’s production of Gone with the Wind since he was five. My remark earns me a kissy face and a wave as he turns to go inside.
I’m all ready to make a break for it, when I get a glimpse of something out the corner of my eye. When I turn to get a better look, I see a boy walking away, into the coat closet at the other end of the hall. I don’t know why I follow him, but my feet are moving before I can fully rationalize it to myself. My boot heels clack on the stone tile floors and it sounds like a heartbeat, slow and steady. I run my fingertips along the beige walls as I pass what I hope to God is the casket showroom and not some sort of demented waiting room for whoever’s next in line for viewing, then a room full of comfy looking floral chairs, and an office. At the very end of the hall the door to the coat room is ajar. As I reach out and push it open, an army of shivers march up my back.
If this was a horror movie, this is the part where I would die.
As soon as I step inside the door, the boy turns and my heart sinks into my feet. For a minute, I just stand there, staring at him like an idiot. All I can feel is icy cold air from the vent in the ceiling blowing down on me, chilling me to my core. Then the anger flows in, replacing the cold shock with a flush of heat. I reach behind me and slam the door shut.
“What is your freaking damage, Logan?”
“Why thank you Miss Scarlett.”
I can’t help but grin. I know it’s been his dream to play the lead in the local theater company’s production of Gone with the Wind since he was five. My remark earns me a kissy face and a wave as he turns to go inside.
I’m all ready to make a break for it, when I get a glimpse of something out the corner of my eye. When I turn to get a better look, I see a boy walking away, into the coat closet at the other end of the hall. I don’t know why I follow him, but my feet are moving before I can fully rationalize it to myself. My boot heels clack on the stone tile floors and it sounds like a heartbeat, slow and steady. I run my fingertips along the beige walls as I pass what I hope to God is the casket showroom and not some sort of demented waiting room for whoever’s next in line for viewing, then a room full of comfy looking floral chairs, and an office. At the very end of the hall the door to the coat room is ajar. As I reach out and push it open, an army of shivers march up my back.
If this was a horror movie, this is the part where I would die.
As soon as I step inside the door, the boy turns and my heart sinks into my feet. For a minute, I just stand there, staring at him like an idiot. All I can feel is icy cold air from the vent in the ceiling blowing down on me, chilling me to my core. Then the anger flows in, replacing the cold shock with a flush of heat. I reach behind me and slam the door shut.
“What is your freaking damage, Logan?”
He stares at me, his green eyes wide. “Excuse me?”
My eyes narrow. I know what’s going on here. “I’m being punked, aren’t I? This is some stupid reality TV show or something right?”
He just stands there looking confused.
“Does your family know you’re alive? I mean, shit, if this is some dumb publicity stunt for the reporters out front...” I’m so angry I don’t even know what to say. Logan has always been a bit of an attention whore, but this is a new low. My hands are balled onto fists at my hips. “Say something, Logan. Please. Find the magic words to make this whole thing be not the most horrible thing a human being has ever done in their entire life, ever.”
“Zoe?” his voice is soft and he has a dumb half grin on his face that I remember from when we were kids. I have a desperate urge to remove it with my fist. “What are you talking about?”
Oh, sure. Like I’m the crazy one. “You are a giant douche hammer, you know that? I mean, what is this? Some idiotic attempt to get extra credit in English class? Tom Sawyer 101? I mean, those people think you’re dead! We all thought...” I trail off again, the words jumbling in my brain before I can get them out. I’m so angry I’m bordering on incoherent. My pulse is racing and my whole face feels hot. I need to calm myself before I completely lose it. I take a deep breath, hold it for a second, and then release it slowly.
He takes a step toward me, tilting his head curiously. “You can see me?”
“Okay, that’s it. I’m not falling for this...whatever this is. I’m going to march in there and tell your mother right now.”
My eyes narrow. I know what’s going on here. “I’m being punked, aren’t I? This is some stupid reality TV show or something right?”
He just stands there looking confused.
“Does your family know you’re alive? I mean, shit, if this is some dumb publicity stunt for the reporters out front...” I’m so angry I don’t even know what to say. Logan has always been a bit of an attention whore, but this is a new low. My hands are balled onto fists at my hips. “Say something, Logan. Please. Find the magic words to make this whole thing be not the most horrible thing a human being has ever done in their entire life, ever.”
“Zoe?” his voice is soft and he has a dumb half grin on his face that I remember from when we were kids. I have a desperate urge to remove it with my fist. “What are you talking about?”
Oh, sure. Like I’m the crazy one. “You are a giant douche hammer, you know that? I mean, what is this? Some idiotic attempt to get extra credit in English class? Tom Sawyer 101? I mean, those people think you’re dead! We all thought...” I trail off again, the words jumbling in my brain before I can get them out. I’m so angry I’m bordering on incoherent. My pulse is racing and my whole face feels hot. I need to calm myself before I completely lose it. I take a deep breath, hold it for a second, and then release it slowly.
He takes a step toward me, tilting his head curiously. “You can see me?”
“Okay, that’s it. I’m not falling for this...whatever this is. I’m going to march in there and tell your mother right now.”
He straightens, a cocky grin spreading across his face. That’s a look I’m
more used to seeing on him recently. “You’re going to go tell my mommy on me?
What, are we five again?”
I grunt and flip him off, throwing the door open.
“Wait!” I hear him call behind me but I keep going. Inside the main room his parents have taken seats next to Kaylee in the front row. Ignoring the minister speaking from the pulpit I stride up the center aisle, stomping angrily. I’m almost to the front when I realize something. The dark brown casket is open. My pace slows and I see Logan’s face, his eyes closed like he’s sleeping inside the white satin lined box. I spin, looking behind me, but he’s gone. I spin back around and take the final steps to the coffin, clutching the sides for support.
Up close, I’m not sure what I’m seeing. He looks kinda puffy and waxy. Maybe that’s how he’s doing it. Maybe it’s some kind of wax dummy. I reach out to touch his face when a sob from behind me snaps me out of it. Two pairs of arms grab me from either side, Carlos on my left and my mother on my right. They quickly usher me back down the aisle to a chorus of sobs and camera snaps. I’m shaking. Around me there is a thick white fog clouding the very edges of my vision.
“Mom?” I ask.
She’s soothing me, patting my hair and rubbing my back. Outside they lead me to the car amidst more cameras clicking. I can barely walk. My knees are like Jell-O and I feel like I’m breathing through a straw. I gasp and the fog gets worse. I feel Carlos slip me into the passenger seat of mom’s old Camry then he thrusts a bottle of cold, sweaty water in my hand.
I grunt and flip him off, throwing the door open.
“Wait!” I hear him call behind me but I keep going. Inside the main room his parents have taken seats next to Kaylee in the front row. Ignoring the minister speaking from the pulpit I stride up the center aisle, stomping angrily. I’m almost to the front when I realize something. The dark brown casket is open. My pace slows and I see Logan’s face, his eyes closed like he’s sleeping inside the white satin lined box. I spin, looking behind me, but he’s gone. I spin back around and take the final steps to the coffin, clutching the sides for support.
Up close, I’m not sure what I’m seeing. He looks kinda puffy and waxy. Maybe that’s how he’s doing it. Maybe it’s some kind of wax dummy. I reach out to touch his face when a sob from behind me snaps me out of it. Two pairs of arms grab me from either side, Carlos on my left and my mother on my right. They quickly usher me back down the aisle to a chorus of sobs and camera snaps. I’m shaking. Around me there is a thick white fog clouding the very edges of my vision.
“Mom?” I ask.
She’s soothing me, patting my hair and rubbing my back. Outside they lead me to the car amidst more cameras clicking. I can barely walk. My knees are like Jell-O and I feel like I’m breathing through a straw. I gasp and the fog gets worse. I feel Carlos slip me into the passenger seat of mom’s old Camry then he thrusts a bottle of cold, sweaty water in my hand.
“Are you okay Zoe?” My mother asks, kneeling in front of me.
She has her nurse face on and I know if I say the wrong thing, I’m going to end up spending the night in the hospital.
“I think she’s in shock,” Carlos says, patting my hand gently. I pull it away.
“Not helping, Carlos.” I look over at my mother who is clearly on the edge of panic. “I’m fine. Just, overwhelmed. Can we just go home?” She nods, patting my knee before moving to the other side of the car. Carlos gently turns me in my seat, trying to help me buckle. Behind him, on the steps to the funeral home, Logan is standing in the sunlight. Only, the reporters are all ignoring him.
I grab Carlos by the lapel and jerk my head towards the stairs. “Do you see that?”
He turns and looks over his shoulder. “What?”
“Do you see anyone on the steps?”
He frowns, “No. Why?”
I shake my head, squeezing my eyes shut. “Never mind. I think my breakfast grape juice fermented. I’m gonna go home and lay down for a bit.”
He shuts the door and I lean out the window to give him a peck on the cheek.
“Take care, sweetie. Call me later when you are feeling better.”
I tug my hair out of the bun and let it fall around my shoulders. A familiar ache is growing inside my skull and I know if I leave it in, it’ll only make it worse. “I will.”
She has her nurse face on and I know if I say the wrong thing, I’m going to end up spending the night in the hospital.
“I think she’s in shock,” Carlos says, patting my hand gently. I pull it away.
“Not helping, Carlos.” I look over at my mother who is clearly on the edge of panic. “I’m fine. Just, overwhelmed. Can we just go home?” She nods, patting my knee before moving to the other side of the car. Carlos gently turns me in my seat, trying to help me buckle. Behind him, on the steps to the funeral home, Logan is standing in the sunlight. Only, the reporters are all ignoring him.
I grab Carlos by the lapel and jerk my head towards the stairs. “Do you see that?”
He turns and looks over his shoulder. “What?”
“Do you see anyone on the steps?”
He frowns, “No. Why?”
I shake my head, squeezing my eyes shut. “Never mind. I think my breakfast grape juice fermented. I’m gonna go home and lay down for a bit.”
He shuts the door and I lean out the window to give him a peck on the cheek.
“Take care, sweetie. Call me later when you are feeling better.”
I tug my hair out of the bun and let it fall around my shoulders. A familiar ache is growing inside my skull and I know if I leave it in, it’ll only make it worse. “I will.”
He steps back onto the curb and we speed off. I don’t open my eyes all the
way home, I just let the cool wind blow knots into my hair and try not to think of
the thousands of pictures of me freaking out coffin-side that are hitting the web as
we speak, or of Logan’s face in that coffin.
I fail on both counts.
By the time I open my eyes the sun is shining full strength through my bedroom window. Somehow I’ve made it out of my clothes and into my soft blue pajama pants and grey tank top. I groan, rolling over and glancing at the alarm clock. The flashing red 4:13 makes me jerk up, tossing off the warm green comforter and leaping to my feet. I open my door, but the house is completely silent. I piece of paper is taped to my door.
Zoe-
Working a double shift. Call me if you aren’t feeling better soon. Don’t forget to pick up what you need for school!
Love, Mom
I rip the paper off the door and wad it into a ball, tossing it over my shoulder as I step into the hallway. The first day of school is in less than a week, but I almost can’t bring myself to think of it. It’s not that I hate school per-se. But it’s tedious and boring. Not even my advanced classes really challenge me and let’s face it, I’m probably going to spend the bulk of the year in the library anyway—
I fail on both counts.
By the time I open my eyes the sun is shining full strength through my bedroom window. Somehow I’ve made it out of my clothes and into my soft blue pajama pants and grey tank top. I groan, rolling over and glancing at the alarm clock. The flashing red 4:13 makes me jerk up, tossing off the warm green comforter and leaping to my feet. I open my door, but the house is completely silent. I piece of paper is taped to my door.
Zoe-
Working a double shift. Call me if you aren’t feeling better soon. Don’t forget to pick up what you need for school!
Love, Mom
I rip the paper off the door and wad it into a ball, tossing it over my shoulder as I step into the hallway. The first day of school is in less than a week, but I almost can’t bring myself to think of it. It’s not that I hate school per-se. But it’s tedious and boring. Not even my advanced classes really challenge me and let’s face it, I’m probably going to spend the bulk of the year in the library anyway—
which I’d rather do without a bunch of other people annoying me. I’m supposed to
be there tomorrow since I’d volunteered to help set up for back to school night, but
I’m actually debating blowing it off.
Then a pang of guilt sets in and I think better of it.
Mrs. Jackson had been kind enough to let me spend most of my summer there, helping out at times, or just devouring the new books. I’m rummaging through nearly barren cabinets when my cell rings on the counter. Putting on the Ritz, Carlos’s ring tone, echoes through the house. I snatch it up.
“Hey Carlos. What’s up?”
“Not much. How are you feeling? I called earlier but your mom answered. Said you were still sleeping.”
I stifle a yawn. “Yeah. Sorry about that. I don’t know what happened. Panic attack or something?”
Yesterday’s events seem so surreal, I can’t make sense of any of it. I suppose grief does weird things to the body.
“As long as you are feeling better now.” His voice is hesitant, like he’s waiting to gauge my reaction.
I cringe and drop the bag of Cheetos I’m holding as I remember my scene at the viewing.
“Oh shit. How bad is it?”
There is a short pause at the other end of the line. “Not terrible. Though you started quite a trend. About 30 girls threw themselves on the coffin and wept like idiots after you left.”
Then a pang of guilt sets in and I think better of it.
Mrs. Jackson had been kind enough to let me spend most of my summer there, helping out at times, or just devouring the new books. I’m rummaging through nearly barren cabinets when my cell rings on the counter. Putting on the Ritz, Carlos’s ring tone, echoes through the house. I snatch it up.
“Hey Carlos. What’s up?”
“Not much. How are you feeling? I called earlier but your mom answered. Said you were still sleeping.”
I stifle a yawn. “Yeah. Sorry about that. I don’t know what happened. Panic attack or something?”
Yesterday’s events seem so surreal, I can’t make sense of any of it. I suppose grief does weird things to the body.
“As long as you are feeling better now.” His voice is hesitant, like he’s waiting to gauge my reaction.
I cringe and drop the bag of Cheetos I’m holding as I remember my scene at the viewing.
“Oh shit. How bad is it?”
There is a short pause at the other end of the line. “Not terrible. Though you started quite a trend. About 30 girls threw themselves on the coffin and wept like idiots after you left.”
I sigh, relief settles into my chest, releasing the tension. “Well, I suppose
that’s good at least. Better to be considered an attention whore than a lunatic,
right? Any viral videos yet?”
“A few of the other girls posted pics, but none of you.” I frown and switch the phone to my other ear.
“I can hear you frowning, Zoe.”
Now I grin. He knows me so well.
“Would you really rather be a crazy, attention grabbing, wannabe?”
I pull open the bag and stuff a cheesy poof in my mouth, crunching on it as I answer.
“Better than being invisible. I could strip naked and ride a horse down the hall Lady Godiva style and no one would even notice.”
I can hear him laughing. “Oh, honey, you don’t have the figure for nudity.”
I roll my eyes. “Thanks for that.”
“Well, if you’re quite done with the pity party, I could use some help picking out my back to school wardrobe. I’m driving to the city to hit Bloomies. Wanna join?”
“When are you going to get over your crush on the hot guy at the Bloomingdales counter?”
He huffs, “When he quits looking so good in a pair of slacks. Come on, don’t crap out on me. If I go alone he will think I’m stalking him.”
“A few of the other girls posted pics, but none of you.” I frown and switch the phone to my other ear.
“I can hear you frowning, Zoe.”
Now I grin. He knows me so well.
“Would you really rather be a crazy, attention grabbing, wannabe?”
I pull open the bag and stuff a cheesy poof in my mouth, crunching on it as I answer.
“Better than being invisible. I could strip naked and ride a horse down the hall Lady Godiva style and no one would even notice.”
I can hear him laughing. “Oh, honey, you don’t have the figure for nudity.”
I roll my eyes. “Thanks for that.”
“Well, if you’re quite done with the pity party, I could use some help picking out my back to school wardrobe. I’m driving to the city to hit Bloomies. Wanna join?”
“When are you going to get over your crush on the hot guy at the Bloomingdales counter?”
He huffs, “When he quits looking so good in a pair of slacks. Come on, don’t crap out on me. If I go alone he will think I’m stalking him.”
“You are stalking him,” I say around another Cheeto.
“Well, yeah, but I don’t want him to know that I’m stalking him.”
I shake my head and take my bag of powered cheese awesomeness back to my room. “Sorry. You’ll just have to go with your plastic.”
“Fine. I will let my credit card be my guide. But you owe me one.”
“Put it on my tab,” I say, unable to keep the smile off my face as I end the call.
Brimstone, my lean black kitty leaps onto my desk, demanding affection the way only cat’s can.
“Well, Brim. We both knew this day was coming. Today is the day I stay in my pajamas and do nothing but glut myself on Cheetos and read books.” I say it as if it’s the first time it’s ever happened rather than being a semi-regular occurrence.
She rubs her head against me, unimpressed by my slothful declaration. I grab my dog-eared copy of The Collected Works of Edgar Allen Poe and settle in. It’s a bit darker than what I’ve been reading lately, but it’s by far one of my favorites. As I curl into my comfy old reading chair, Brim leaps up and curls into a ball on my lap. Soon I’m lost in the pages. I don’t look up again until a clap of thunder shakes the house. Carefully moving Brim onto my bed I pull back my sheer curtains. The sky is dark and droplets of rain cover the glass.
I glance at the clock. It’s almost seven now and my stomach growls, taking advantage of the break in my reading to remind me that one can’t live on Cheetos alone. Setting my book beside the still sleeping kitty I head back to the kitchen. The kitchen light flickers but manages to stay on. I grab the long black flashlight
“Well, yeah, but I don’t want him to know that I’m stalking him.”
I shake my head and take my bag of powered cheese awesomeness back to my room. “Sorry. You’ll just have to go with your plastic.”
“Fine. I will let my credit card be my guide. But you owe me one.”
“Put it on my tab,” I say, unable to keep the smile off my face as I end the call.
Brimstone, my lean black kitty leaps onto my desk, demanding affection the way only cat’s can.
“Well, Brim. We both knew this day was coming. Today is the day I stay in my pajamas and do nothing but glut myself on Cheetos and read books.” I say it as if it’s the first time it’s ever happened rather than being a semi-regular occurrence.
She rubs her head against me, unimpressed by my slothful declaration. I grab my dog-eared copy of The Collected Works of Edgar Allen Poe and settle in. It’s a bit darker than what I’ve been reading lately, but it’s by far one of my favorites. As I curl into my comfy old reading chair, Brim leaps up and curls into a ball on my lap. Soon I’m lost in the pages. I don’t look up again until a clap of thunder shakes the house. Carefully moving Brim onto my bed I pull back my sheer curtains. The sky is dark and droplets of rain cover the glass.
I glance at the clock. It’s almost seven now and my stomach growls, taking advantage of the break in my reading to remind me that one can’t live on Cheetos alone. Setting my book beside the still sleeping kitty I head back to the kitchen. The kitchen light flickers but manages to stay on. I grab the long black flashlight
from the junk drawer, just in case. A flash of light bursts through the windows over
the kitchen sink followed quickly by a roll of thunder so loud the tiny hairs on the
back of my neck jump to attention. I shiver and pour myself a glass of milk and
toss a few slices of leftover pineapple pizza onto a plate. Turning back to my room
the lights flicker again. When the flickering stops I’m no longer alone in the
kitchen. I don’t scream, I think I’m too startled for that. I can’t even draw in a
breath. I’m frozen, unable to think beyond the face staring back at me. The glass
and plate slip through my fingers, crashing to the floor and shattering at my bare
feet. In front of me Logan stands with his hands out in front of him.
“Don’t move,” he says urgently. Then I scream.
“Don’t move,” he says urgently. Then I scream.
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@LucienneDiver
Lucienne Diver's young adult series featuring Gina Covello, fashionista of the fanged, began with Vamped and continues with Revamped, Fangtastic and Fangtabulous from Flux Books. Her short stories have been included in the Strip-Mauled and Fangs for the Mammaries anthologies (Baen Books), and her essay "Abuse" is included in Dear Bully: 70 Authors Tell Their Stories (HarperTeen). She also writes the Latter-Day Olympians urban fantasy series for Samhain: Bad Blood, Crazy in the Blood, Rise of the Blood and Battle for the Blood (forthcoming September 2014). Long and Short Reviews says, "Bad Blood is a delightful urban fantasy, a clever mix of Janet Evanovich and Rick Riordan, and a true Lucienne Diver original."
Further information is available on her website: www.luciennediver.com.
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| A brief and bloody or fair and fabulous or short and stylish…history of Salem, Massachusetts: Everyone knows that Salem, Massachusetts was, if not founded, then at least overrun by a sect of colorblind cultists * who had never seen a single episode of Project Runway or What Not to Wear. And that a batch of bad bread or boredom led to some young girls cavorting around like they were in the throes of Bieber-mania and blaming it on women (mostly) they claimed consorted with the devil. Really, these women had the audacity to be different or to tick off one of the girls. One was even, wait for it, known to wear red **. That’s right, the Salem witch trials claim fame for one of the first true fashion victims. By the time the ghoulish girls finally accused just the wrong person and lost their approval rating, twenty people had been put to death on their say-so alone and almost that many more had died or gone mad in prison. Oh, yeah, a lot of other historical stuff went on in and around Salem too, like international trade on the tall ships, which led to America’s first millionaire long before anyone thought to ask who wanted to marry one and to televise the answer. Nathaniel Hawthorne, who you reader-types might know for stuff like The Scarlet Letter and “Young Goodman Brown,” but who I remember best for a horrifying story we had to read back in the eighth grade where a woman’s psycho husband performs surgery to remove her one imperfection and ends up killing her instead. Like perfection and woman couldn’t survive together on this earth or some sexist thing. (“The Birthmark,” in case you’re wondering.) But now? Modern day Salem? One of the most haunted places in America and somewhere, we hoped, where a few vampires, a mad scientist and a reformed Fed with a touch of magical mojo could blend in without drawing too much attention. As it turns out, we were wrong. But it wasn’t our fault. Really…. |
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